| Things and Stuff |
[08 Nov 2009|10:18am] |
Soooooo my birthday was awhile ago near the time of my last entry LOLOLOL. Things were good. Rob commissioned me a bracelet from a girl I adore on DA. Ellygator. And this is the design. The gradiant will be like this sort of style. Jon and I had dinner at my favorite place to get tiramisu, Macaroni Grill (mostly because it was the first place I ever had it). Pretty sure my Mom and CloAnn didn't get me anything. CloAnn did call though and I think my Mom called later in the day <3 (Note: They're poor as hell right now but I'm bitter and feel entirely ignored by them, I'm sure in return they somehow blame me. It's all good.) Greg, a sort of Uncle to me, but really he's just a very close friend of my Dad's, he sent me a cute card~ He always does. Brightens my day~ Carla's gifts finally got to me the other day <3 The reason I've been inspired to update this. ^_^ These are the things she got me~ (Missing here is some lip gloss, but it was in my purse in another room and I'm eternally lazy.)  Love. Love. Love.
I bought myself a WoW manga the other day~ It's the lore of the Sunwell.
Learned a couple things about Hiro. One, he's allergic to bee stings. Two, he's hypoglycemic.
Both were very scary things to learn. Ended up taking him to the vet for the bee sting. $300 T_T But I was terrified, at one point he just layed down and would not budge for anything.
Did not take him to the vet for the the hypoglycemia. Just used ye old internet. Ended up putting honey on his gums and held him through the shaking. It's not -bad- at all. Just we forgot to feed him that morning and since he's a VERY active dog if he misses just one meal he's fucked. Learned that this is very common in small breed dogs.
I still very much dislike work but it's easy and I know I should not leave, yet.
VERY excited for Disney World. Shopped a bit for a nice dinner dresses. In typical McCann style they've reserved a dinner at a 5 star restaurant. I never feel prepared for these sorts of dinners. I do need to have a nice dress though. Its been fun browsing for one.
Pretty sure I haven't lost a pound. Can't seem to find motivation. Blaarrrrrgh. One day.
Indianapolis is amazing. Amazing. I love it here. It has got all the comforts from Michigan but not at all depressing. It's not at all some sprawling metropolis like Houston, Chicago or New York etc. It still is rather cozy. I don't know how to explain it. I just love how at home I feel here. It's also close to anything I could ever care about. Chicago, the entire East Coast, Michigan and a shorter drive to Florida than from Michigan. (Keeping in mind I adore road trips.) Since I've been saving up to get this plane ticket to Disney World I know I'll be able to save up at least $700 to help get Jon a car. His parents are being incredibly NOT helpful with this issue. An issue they made in the first place. I'm hoping that they'll at least help if I get some money to put towards it. Then Jon will finally, surely, be able to get a job and we'll be able to get an apartment at Core Riverbend. Jon has been applying to all the places he could work that are walking distance. but since we're currently in the suburbia the closest place is a grocery store and a CVS. Still playing tag with CVS though but the grocery store was a hard no.
I want an iMac.
<3<3<3
NEKO
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| Nephelle it is~ |
[17 Sep 2009|06:53pm] |
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Jon's mom was out of town for a couple weeks vacationing at a Jersey beach house. /jealous
While she was gone Jon and I did all of the upkeep around the house. Even though his Dad could have very easily done a few things.
His Dad I think picked up on the fact that he did... nothing. And paid Jon and I $80 to get the house spik and span before his Mom came home the following day.
Awesome offer. Cleaned it just as good as she left it.
Jon has been wanting me and him to have Blizzard WoW Authenticator things for awhile now since we have SO much shit that can be stolen if either of us ever get hacked. Our characters are loaded/amazing let alone the full access we have to the g-bank x_x! They're fairly cheap and very much worth it in our situation http://www.blizzard.com/store/search.xml?q=authenticator
Tessa, one of her two cats, hasn't been back around the house since about a week after she left. No one really has any idea why. Am I a bad person for not feeling too horribly sorry for her? All I can think of is how she laid in bed after Hiro got out of her bedroom door.
However I do feel absolutely horrible for leaving my can of soda under the register counter at work. The two managers that night were pretty much the only two that actually let you have a beverage at the register. I feel like I took their kindness and rubbed it in the dirt. I hope no one important found it. T_T
Went to an outdoor mall today. Mostly to get out of the house. It's across the street from where I work and I've been wanting to check it out ever since I started my job. Almost bought a couple shirts from Delia's but decided it was a poor idea. Haha, get it, 'poor'. I tried them on, too, and one was cut WAY too low thus requiring an undershirt that I'd also have to buy and the other one was the same color as my skin, unflattering, so it too would require an undershirt. So a pair of shirts that would have been about $20 total would actually have been about $45+. Pass.
These were the shirts:
http://store.delias.com/item.do?itemID=52252&mybuyscid=-1&cmpid=MBRecm
http://store.delias.com/item.do?itemID=52125&categoryID=463&sizeFilter=&colorFilter=&brandFilter=
Other shirts:
This one reminded me of Graham. (Hint: His birthday is 11-11)
This one says "Say Cheese". Obvious. I look like poo in yellow though.
Cool for obvious reasons. Reminds me of Ariel, too. Jon translated it and we also ended up finding this! Awesome.
Found this while browsing for the shirts I wanted. Reminds me of Miriah.
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[15 Sep 2009|02:51pm] |
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Only not-cool people WOULDN'T want that car. <3 So, the problem from the previous journal has been nullified. <3
A new problem has come up. Though hardly worth talking about at this point. Just gunna let it be.
In short. Friends should not say shallow things about friends-of-friends without knowing them even a little bit.
Work has leveled out I guess. I still don't like it much but I can do it and I -really- want to get into our own apartment asap so I think I'm just going to hold out at Petsmart until after we move and settle in. Seems more responsible anyway. I've been getting lots of migraines lately. I never -really- understood the true power of a migraine. Paralyzed, crying... so much pain. Jon's Dad had some vicodin and I've been taking them except for the last there where I decided to just fight through it. Called into work for the first time...ever. It was hard. But I didn't trust myself to drive both there and back and also work competently. I could tell Dena wished I hadn't. It was an over all shitty feeling but as the day went on I was satisfied with my decision since the migraines just kept coming back.
I've been practicing drawing fawns all day today. I've also decided to add them to my top 5 list of favorite animals. I've always thought them to be pretty but after spending so much time refrencing them and what not I've found I am indeed very fond of fawns~
Recently I've aquired a shadow priest that belonged to a friend of Jon and I's.
http://www.wowarmory.com/character-sheet.xml?r=Maelstrom&n=Kindacolon
Amazingly geared. AND has a rusted protodrake <3 Airryn is never in a million years going to be anything other than discipline, so I'm going to learn shadow and maybe even holy via this character who I'm going to rename either Nephelle or Nyrria.
I haven't talked to Lala much lately. /pout
Her life seems to be perking up though :) and for that I'm very happy~
Hrm. That's all I can think of atm. <3<3<3
NEKO
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| Nauny did it. |
[09 Sep 2009|12:47pm] |
ABSOLUTELY NO LYING QUIZ
1. last cigarette?
When I was around 15.
2. last beverage:
Coffee with coconut creme creamer. mmm
3. last phone call?
My sister I think.
4. last text message
Jon?
5. last CD played:
Kerli, though last song played was She Wolf by Shakira recommended by Lala <3
6: last BUBBLE bath:
A while ago.
7: last time you cried :
Hrm. Hrmmmm. Don't remember.
8. last meal
A bagel about an hour ago.
SEVEN have you’s:
1. have you ever dated someone twice?:
Yep.
2. ever miss someone you dated?
Often. Who doesn't?
3. have you ever kissed someone & regreted it?:
Not that I recall. I have -not- kissed someone and wished I had.
4. have you ever fallen in love?:
Yep.
5. have you ever lost someone?:
Indeed.
6.have you ever slept until 2pm?:
I have. I hate it.
7. have you ever been drunk and thrown up?
Once.
SIX things you did in the past three days:
1. Worked a lot.
2. Bought jeans.
3. Chilled at Starbucks.
4. Started teaching Hiro to bow.
5. Had Taco Bell.
6. Went to the mall.
list FIVE people you can tell pretty much anything to –
1: Jon
2: Lala
3: Nauny
4: Rob
5: Guarana
list THREE favorite colors —
1: White (always, everything else kind of rotates)
2: Cyan
3: Grey
list FOUR things you want to do before you die -
1: SCUBA dive the Great Barrier Reef
2: Sky Dive
3: Cosplay (well)
4: Get married at Disney World
This month have you…
Laughed until you cried:
Probably, Link is hillarious.
Went behind your parents back?:
No.
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT:
1. Your last kiss?
lol
2. Gay Marriage?
Under the law, not God. It's unfair. Two people should be able to get married no matter what since the government acknowledges marriage/couples.
3. Lowering the drinking age?
No. Alcohol in England is one of the highest causes of death and it's a great drain on the health care system as is. If anything I think there should be more control. I'm sick of seeing so many (especially parental) alcoholics.
4. Straight, Gay, or Bi?
Bi/Pansexual whateveryouwanttocallit.
5. Who are the best huggers that you know?
Nauny. She's puts love in her hugs <3
6. Do you believe in love at first sight?
I believe we are attracted to what can/should be a good mate for us ;P So in a sense. Yes.
7. Is there something you want to tell someone?
I don't think so.
8. What brand of shirt are you wearing?
Ambiguous.
9. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends?
Most of them, sure.
10. What is your current annoyance?
My job.
11. How many kids do you want to have?
I don't really think about it. Maybe when I feel secure enough but I also don't feel I ever want the responsibility of someones life.
12. Do you want to change your name?
Nope.
13. Last time you saw your father?
The day he died.
14. What did you do for your last birthday?
Ughhhh. I know it was nice, there was tiramisu involved... I can't really remember o.o
15.What time did you wake up today?
10am
16. What were you doing at midnight last night:
RP walking around Dalaran with my Little Fawn. Started a conga line. All the while Daer and Guar were RP arguing. It was a great night.
17. Name something you CANNOT wait to do:
Have money and be able to travel again.
18. What is your favorite thing in your room?
Hard to say. Hiro? Jon? SIRIUS? My laptop?
20. Where is your best friend right now?
Sitting beside me joking with me that I don't appreciate his awesomeness.... lol.
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[09 Sep 2009|11:22am] |
^ hott.
So, was going to go to Wisconsin this Labor Day to visit Link and Cali and go to the ren. faire that Cali has been begging Daer and I to go to. She was also going to show me how to make corsets! (Love Cali) I was getting all excited about going but... forgot that my car needed an oil change and there is no way in hell I should drive it to Madison lolol. Plus Jon and I would need to be at Madison by 9am and no place was open on Labor Day to actually get the oil change done so it was all doomed from the start. I'm so embaressed I've even let the oil change get this far past its date. ^^;; Getting it done Friday (pay day). Poor car.
Got Anub down. Can't get past Northrend Beasts heroic.
Got my Little Fawn!
Working at 3pm today. Not excited. Applying to the Starbucks nearby tomorrow. I hope they're hiring.
<3<3<3
NEKO
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| The short version. |
[02 Sep 2009|02:07pm] |
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Moved up from Bloomington to Indy. The cost of living in Bloomington is too high, I miss it... kind of. Most of all I miss Uji and Kiara, just when I finally made a friend I move. It's really nice here though. Living with Jon's parents for now. Our 2bedroom, 2bath, lake view apartment is being held until both Jon and I have a job and a check stub to prove it. HERE. I really want Allie/Radiant to be our third roomie but as time goes on that's looking less and less likely. I'm working at Petsmart. To be honest I don't really like it. Not to say I hate it, but, it's not what I thought it would be. I'm running around between cashier, pet care and setting up asiles/end caps and I never really know what I'm suppose to be doing. It's fine for now. I'm going to start scoping out the nearby Starbucks and hopefully work there again. I loved it at Starbucks, I should have just went back. Hell, I even have dreams that I still work at a Starbucks... good dreams. Hiro has learned how to open doors, we call him Raptor now from time to time. He's escaped a few times now. The first few times were because Jon's Mom doesn't know how to close doors or make sure Hiro was back before she opened one. /sigh. The last couple times however were because he just opened the door! I hope to harness that knowledge into a trick soon lol. Clever little guy. Jon and I have been running Hiro via bike around the block once or twice a day, Hiro LOVES it. He and SIRIUS play all the time~ SIRIUS is losing significant amounts of weight which is wonderful! Here is SIRIUS when I first got here: [not sure where my camera is atm... gunna go look for it] I don't have any recent pictures yet. I wish I could say I'm losing weight but alas, nothing. Upsetting but I don't dwell on it. My hair is all black now since I had to get a job. Words cannot explain how much I miss the colors. I still crave the company of someone like-minded. Someone to art and play games with. Someone female. Not that I currently even have the time for such things. Heh. Rob invited me to spend Christmas with his family in Disney World <3 I'll probably go. Hopefully this time I'll finally be able to show Rob what Disney is like through my eyes. Last time we were there his parents were like a heavy shadow, not a horrible time but not great either. For a short while I feared I might of ended up on the streets for a bit. Money was going fast and Jon was losing hours and jobs were no where to be found. Rent at Park Doral was too much to handle let alone feeding ourselves. I finally got over my pride at what felt like the last moment and asked my mom, sister, Dawn and even Rob for some money... anything. Anything to be able to help get us out of the apartment before the lease was up or at least feed us. The ONLY person who ended up helping was Rob ($200!). My sister promised me she would. Nothing. My mom told me that she'll try. I haven't even heard from her. I stressed that I needed it, I needed it to have a home. This wasn't a "in a few weeks" or a "hey you think you got a few extra bucks...". I never have asked anyone for money before, not in any serious sense. I don't think I've ever asked my family to help me or do anything for me in any way. Just leaves me feeling empty. Even support phone calls would have been nice. Something showing they care if I end up on the streets or not. Granted Dawn told me to call her back and more or less re-confirm that I need the money but it took all I had in me to call even that one time, I have yet to be able to call her back, I feel ashamed. My sister told me that she won't have much to give me because she needs gas in her Durango, gas to visit her friends and what not because she drives all over. In other words, she would not spare a week of not hanging out with friends so that I can have roof over my head. In the end, obviously, Jon and I magically made what we had work enough to get us up to his parents. It was so stressful. We made it happen in about 4 days. Even the people closest to me had little knowledge of what exactly was going on. Everything had to happen so quick. WoW is wonderful. I love my guild. I love my friends there, they mean the world to me. Jon and I made two new friends via <Rare Candy>. Link and Cali/Andrew and Eliza~ They live in Wisconsin. We talk a lot about meeting. We all talk a lot in general. I love them. They tried to convince us to come up and go to the Ren. Faire with them. Even said they'd pay for everything gas, tickets etc. I wish we could have. No money though and there's no way I would let them pay for so much. Nauny wants to go camping, can't do that either. Suckssuckssucks. Thankfully I do have a job now and in time Jon will have one too and we'll be able to travel and do things again <3 I can't wait <3
I -really- want to draw more. I don't ever draw. I don't know how to motivate myself to just take the time and doodle. Just doodle is all I want for now. Something simple to get the flow back. Jon's parents drive Jetta's. I've driven them a couple times already. Let me just say... they're awesome. lol
I think that's the majority of everything. I hope I'll update on a more frequent basis now. /crosses fingers. <3<3<3
~NEKO
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| Go Playstation, Go! |
[07 Jun 2009|11:57am] |
I watched my first recording of E3 last night~ Can't say I'm too excited for things coming out on Nintendo's side. ( Golden Sun looks like it'll be awesome, though. And the Mario remake should be entertaining.) However! I'm VERY excited for Playstation! I reallllly think they'll be able to redeem themselves come 2010 <3 I want practically every game they talked about~ And they've got Exclusive titles back. No saying how long they'll actually remain exclusive haha but it's a start. ^_^ The Last Guardian, Heavy Rain and God of War 3 look to be fun. ;~; I couldn't find the God of War trailer I wanted buttt I'm tired of loading screens at this point so it'll do lol. Can't forget FF13 and 14 <3<3<3 (I highly recommend watching in HD of course~) And then everything about the PSP Go sounds and looks amazing. I need one.  And to think I still have like 4 more recordings to watch :O wewt~ Gunna go make a turkey sammich. Might have another, more life-related, update later lol
<3<3<3
NEKO
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| I don't want a boyfriend, what I want is Mr. Spock <3 |
[10 May 2009|11:35am] |
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Ummmm... I'm just gunna ramble for awhile :) I might be getting violet contacts and snakebites soon-ish~ Carla put some violet contacts on me check it out: 
coooooooooool A long while ago I cleaned my bedroom... 
one of these days I'll take more creative pictures and have one awesome 'my bedroom' post. lol annnd here's a picture of where I sit RIGHT NOW
That's the bucket I put Vega in when he was beating everyone up. Speaking of fish. I'm pretty sure I killed the ich. WEWT!!! Showed it what's up. Stealing this idea from Miriah... This song... it is totally the coolest...
July 22 Jon and I are going to go see Incubus!~ Excitinggggg. We bought the tickets awhile ago... but it's still exciting... yet so far away. I remember in Texas a friend of mine called me after she got done seeing Incubus... and I felt so left out. She never told me she was going... I would've loved to go... not even had to go with her... =\ I felt like such a scrub for not even knowing heh. I need to keep better track of these things. However! A friend here in Bloomington gave me the heads up a week before the tickets went on sale and I jumped on the oppertuinty~ ^____^ God! I can't wait~ <Rare Candy>'s website is coming along smoothly given that Carla nor myself really knew a whole lot of how to edit GuildPortal sites lol
RareCandy.guildportal.com
Maybe another random filled post later~ Also... HAPPY MOTHERS DAY~
<3<3<3
NEKO
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| Little 5 |
[27 Apr 2009|06:07pm] |
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Bloomington has a big party weekend every year in celebration of the Little 500. It's a bike race between the IU frat houses. It's known as the Little 5 weekend. I don't party. Drinking is a tad over rated. Instead I raided. Much cooler. But Hiro had to go potty... so I took him out back because the front lawn of the complex was COVERED with people... lots of hot chicks... almost made me wish I did party, I digress. So I took Hiro out and then, out of no where SPLASH... a full cup of jungle juice was dumped all over me. I was startled and I ended up dropping Hiro's leash, Hiro took off. I stood and cried. Who the hell dumps shit off a higher level in an apartment complex >:O Jon chased Hiro down, I was so worried. I wished I wasn't so passive so I could go up there and get the guys name and two other people there who know him in case something happened to Hiro. Lala suggested that I tell him to go find my dog. But I was frozen on the couch. Eventually Jon came back with Hiro. He ended up crossing the highway. I was SO grateful that he had found him. When he got back I went and took a shower while he went upstairs to yell at the inconsiderate partier. A girl opened the door and said he left. Jon told her that if he ever see's him around again he won't be nice. (He had seen the guy when he went chasing after Hiro.) The whole day was pretty stressful. Earlier we had to drive up to Indy for an eye appointment for Jon. Ended up getting mad with Chase. It's not a very intresting story... just all frustrating. :( We did really good in Ulduar 10 though! Jon and I are leaving <Tartarus> and making our own guild again this time called <Rare Candy>. I'm excited! But it's all pretty intense right now.
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| Good and Bad News |
[22 Apr 2009|04:00pm] |
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Good News: Rob gave me his spare 360 and it just arrived today :) 
Bad News: Hiro ate my Buffalo shoes :( but look at how cute he is and how well he sits!! lol 
<3<3<3
NEKO
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[22 Apr 2009|11:54am] |
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Best news first! Jon got a job at Sam's Club!!! He was calling them for weeks. Every time they told him something like "we won't know for another week." Very frustrating. But! Finally! They called and asked him to come in, he got the job pretty much on the spot! He's going to be making $9 an hour as a cashier and is working a little over 30 hours for at least the next three weeks~ How awesome. He says it's a super laid back place too. He can wear whatever he wants and everyone is just really honest and nice. It's about time :) He hadn't had a job since Decemeber and nowhere was hiring :( We were living off my annunity money which is/was slowly dwindling away. Yay for jobs! ^____^
So, now, because of Jon's job we're going to able to go to Cedar Point this late June and meet up with some WoW friends X3 eeeee! Radiant, Yemkela and hopefully Guarana too; tried to get Yem and Radiant's friend Sarin to come aswell but there are both money and ride issues ;~;. Radiant (Allie) and Yem (Kevin) are friends and ex-b/f-g/f that live in MN and are taking a trip to CP. Jon and I ended up getting pretty close to them over the past few months, more-so Allie than Kevin but yea, anyway, they invited us and I asked if Guarana could come too (if he was able) and they loved the idea! haha. I hope Guar will be able to make it. His classes start on the week we go :( he isn't sure if he wants to miss the first week of classes. I don't blame him really. We'd have to pick him up~ He lives on campus at Ohio State and has no car XD but it's not too far out of our way to pick him up :3 it'd be fun. Can't wait to hang out with the people I spend so much time with on WoW haha!! <3
WoW is a blast~ I can't get over how fun Ulduar is even if my guild can only down loot-Leviathan - even though we have the gear to at least also get past Razorscale and Deconstructor, or as I like to call them: Pretty proto-drake and Robot. So many people need a slap in the face. We're going to try again tonight. I don't know what's going to happen if people don't bring their A game. ;~; Jon, being the guild's raid lead, is close to rage /g quitting because some people are being so absolutly dumb. Changes to my priest are also pretty fun ^-^ I love that with the Penance glyph Penance pratically has no cool-down now lololol. Also!!! Something I find totally exciting.... I was talking with his Disc. Priest from Forge Fury in Org one day... we started off casting our pretty spells on each other and making ourselves amazingly glowy and sparkley. Then next thing I know she's telling me about how haste now works with my Hymn of Hope :O and so i tired it out... and it took my 6 sec cast down to about 4!!! Which... is a hell of a difference in a raid lol. I used it the other day in VoA... it goes a little something like this: Pain Suppression the tank, Cast PW:S and Power Infusion on myself, then cast Hymn of Hope and WIN!!!!! OMG so exciting. I also dual-specced... first spec obviously being Disc. second is a Disc-PvP spec... just TRY to kill me now bitches >:P ATM I'm leveling my herb up though... so not too much time for PvPing. Going to max it and start making $$ so that I can buy rare pets. XD <3 <3 speaking of rare pets... I spent an hour and a half farming for the Sprite Darter at like 4 in the morning a few days ago... Jon decided he was going to come out and help me... and after like 15 min of him being there he found one... and auto-looted it... turns out the little guys are BoP FUNNNY JOKE NOT omg ;~;!!!! He tickted it... so did I... a couple days ago a GM contacted him, it'll be mine anytime now lol *waits impatiently* I've wanted that guy ever since I saw those mobs ages ago!!!
My fish have ich T_____T. I read up all about it and am trying my best to treat my tank. Turned the heat all the way up hoping the temp. would reach 88... but it seems to level out at 80. I've been adding 5 tablespoons of salt daily and making sure they have enough oxygen in their water cuz ich makes it hard for them to breathe and so do the high temperatures so they need more oxygen in the water than normal. I don't want them to dieeee... I've fought so hard to get them to where they are today ;~; damn it. Also Vega is losing an eye... it's gross... but he still manages to be the prettiest fish in the tank haha. I got two new fish not too long ago, named them Creamecicle and Venomoth though I'm trying to change Venomoth's name to Scar... Venomoth has kinda just stuck though. Anyway... after I introduced Venomoth in Vega lost his mind... mind you Vega has probably killed at least 5 of my fish by now. I was determined to make sure Venomoth lived. I took Vega out and put him in time-out (a 5gal bucket with some fake coral for him to hide under). After a few days I put Vega back in the tank... and this time DRATINI who usually keeps to herself... tried to chase Vega away... and he was having none of that... very egar to claim his castle back... I was so scared he was going to kill her :( I took some pictures.... it was all I could do...
They both ended up with really bad scars... both are still alive. I'm pretty sure it was their fighting that has caused Vega's eye to get infected and start dying ;~; Venomoth ended up looking the worst somehow. His fins were ate up a lot and he had scars all over. He's looking much better now though... except for the ich... heh. 
Hiro is on his way to becoming the best dog ever. He's done with his puppy classes and though has not MASTERED anything other than sit and laydown (currently teaching him how to do push-ups with one command... very cute) he's doing very well ^__^ 
<3<3<3
NEKO
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[07 Mar 2009|11:48pm] |
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Happy Birthday Jon :) annnd I got a haircut... 
Also,
The Watchmen is AMAZING.
Watch it now. Enough said. <3<3<3
NEKO
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[24 Feb 2009|07:40pm] |
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 That drawing I was doing of Aitoo for Nauny. I've forgotten the password to her LJ (went to go work on it today). And believe I have lost any drive to finish. I do hope to come back to it one day... it could still be amazing.
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[21 Feb 2009|10:59am] |
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And WTF people. So many people I know watched Firefly and NEVER SAID A DAMN WORD.
I'm so upset with you people. I can't believe I waited this long to watch this stupid awesome series.
I blame all of you that watched it. Shame on you.
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Since my other journal was replied to it would be silly to edit on top of it so!!! Here I go here XD lol
Carla is now playing WoW on Maelstrom~ Which I'm super excited about. Should definitely be able to talk way more often now and have a lot of fun while doing it :D I'm laggin' on doing my homework. I don't quite understand why. It hasn't fucked me over at all yet, just leaves me feeling more stressed than I need to be. :( I wish I was more self-motivated. Also, I had Hiro signed up for Petsmart puppy classes but ended up missing one. Made it to the next and then missed the next one after that. The dog trainer ended up calling and saying that Hiro could start his classes from the beginning again. I thought that was wonderful but I haven't called her back. It's been a few days now. I have issues. Speaking of calling... I also haven't talked to Dawn since I saw her briefly in Michigan during the beginning of January. We were suppose to meet up again before I left but it never happened and now I can't even call her. I still have her Christmas present in the car. Ugh.
Watching Firefly currently. Best series ever, sad to know that it is never really finished. I watched Serenity before I started watching the series. Didn't ruin it at all. I love the characters and the scene too much lol. Yeah.... totally awesome show. Inspiring even.
I haven't drawn a single bit since I started drawing that picture for Nauny awhile back. I write myself a reminder almost everyday to complete it. Never even touch it OR do anything else drawing related. I hate it.
Ummm... I've come to the conclusion/acceptance that i'm bi - though I have never been with another girl. The idea does not bother me and in fact I really enjoy thinking about the possibility. Maybe one day. Personally I don't think i'm outgoing/confident in myself enough to ever act on the desire which is kinda sad. =\ To go even further than that I honestly believe that my ideal relationship = me + a girl + a very confident guy.
/shrug
There's more but I'm done for the moment. Gunna go give some love to my math homework.
<3<3<3
Neko
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[18 Feb 2009|07:12pm] |
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lawllawllawl last time I updated was like... two months ago. wtf. I don't even know. I need to get better at this lol. So!~
Rob came to visit. It was pretty sweet. The major thing, for me, that happened was telling him I don't think we're made for each other. Obviously this is not a direct "lets break up" but more of a fade-style I like to think. It went very well~ I think of myself more as single... he see's us as still together. I'm also indifferent. I said what I needed to and that makes me feel better. Also incredibly happy he didn't get stupid clingy after I said it. He took us all out to eat at Binihana's. Which was friggin awesome. Jon had never been to a hibachi before so it was all the more fun~ We also got these neat cups... hold on... gunna take a webcam picture... 
Neat yea... they're cups :O Letsee... Nauny's Dad died :( I haven't asked about what; the reason is only a side point. I wish I could be there for her more. I feel like a terrible friend. I hate phones and I live in another state. WTF. Useless. I know she'll be alright but I am familiar with the lull that your body goes into and a great way to get over it (or at least put it aside for awhile) is company that keeps you doing things. Reminding you that there is still much to do and see. Otherwise you're prone to going mentally numb in a sense. I love her dearly and want to keep her from feeling too stressed. Gah!!! Carla is most likey preggerz~ I smile as I write this because it's not what I would like for her but I know she wants it and so I can't help but be happy :) I can't wait to see how the future of this all unfolds~ I hope everything about her pregnancy is flawless and everything she's ever dreamed of. I can't wait to hear her stories and talk to her about it all. Sadly, we don't talk enough anymore. Hardly at all really. It's honestly on the depressing side. (editing later... Naxx needs me now)
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| A dream |
[15 Dec 2008|06:38pm] |
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Ever since my dream of moving to Orlando and working for Disney took a nose dive I've been fiddling around with a couple other career dreams. For the longest time I've just wanted to be a stay-at-home artist with a part time job living with friends and/or a significant other and keeping the home neat and clean. Recently however I've been struck with the desire to start a business when I get out of college. I want to start breeding Shiba's and possibly Akita's too further down the road. Along with breeding I want to open up a shop in an area like downtown Bloomington [Ann Arbor is the closest thing I can compare downtown Bloomington to and even that's not perfect] or a rich subarb area like Carmel here in Indiana or like Macomb/Utica in Michigan. The shop would sell my puppies and also essential specialty doggie things. I'd even like to run a doggie photography and drawing studio at some point if time allows. the breeding and specialty items being the big focus though with the drawings and photography second. This whole idea was spawned after getting my new puppy Hiro!!!
I bought him from the pet shop here in the mall, Anthony's Pets. After buying him I soon joined a nihon ken forum [japanese dog breeds] and learned A LOT about pet shops. www.nihonken.org I had a wave of guilt for being so lazy and not getting a dog from a breeder even though I had been looking into it. At the same time I was also well aware that there is only like one or two shiba breeders in Indiana that I could find and they werent close nor were they having litters anytime soon. I opted to eventually buy one off the internet but was waiting until the right time. That time obviously never really came because now I have Hiro lol. Really though I think I was just mostly sad that there are really no pet shops that sell multiple breeds of dogs that don't get their puppies from a 'bad' breeder. As it turns out Hiro was born on an Amish farm, which sounds good but here is a video of that farm... www.wthr.com/Global/story.asp (upper right corner). I ended up learning a ton about dog registrations and breeders and the likes and now I really, seriously, want to become both a breeder and a dog shop owner. I've been reading up about how to start breeding dogs and all the necessities and costs. It's getting me excited haha Nauny, remember when we were out looking for jobs in Orlando and we went into that little pet shop that was also selling little puppies that were sleeping in those cribs? Something like that. Only bigger and a better location and also aimed for larger dog breeds like the Akita.
and that is my goal atm :)
i'm also in the market for a business partner ^.~ now...
PICTURES OF HIRO!!!
he got his name from Hiro on Heroes lololol
here's his flickr photostream slideshow since i've taken too many to post lol
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